Problogue

Travel is a lot of things. When we decide to travel for ourselves I think it is mostly about creating a larger compass for our lives. The net of that idea is a recognition of mortality and capability. We want to collect stories and experiences that enrich our selves, our imaginations and our potential.

Is that it? Collecting sounds very materialistic. Got 'em, need 'em. Still what else is it? Pleasure and pain are certain to lie ahead. Disappointment and delight. The unknown comprises about 99.8% of what we will experience. I remember thinking when I was in Peru that all the things I had thought about - all the imaginings were as nothing to the reality. The feeblest bus ride or hike was infinitely more rich than anything I had imagined. The movie we can play in our heads is mere fantasy, the smell, touch and sight of a foreign place opens us up to the richness and sanctity of our planet; awe at the creativity and will to survive of all living things but particularly humans. Sidenote to that is the constant reminders of the absurd wealth and comfort we (white middle class) enjoy in Canada.

Back to mortality. It's not really where I should be focused perhaps but it is front of mind. While it's not equivalent to throwing ones self off a cliff there is some uncertainty in travel. I went to a concert yesterday. English songs were the foodstuff.

This by Matthew Arnold, mid 19th century:

Ah love, let us be true
To one another! for the world, which seems
To lie before us like a land of dreams,
So various, so beautiful, so new,
Hath really neither joy, nor love, nor light,
Nor certitude, nor peace, nor help for pain;
And we are here as on a darkling plain
Swept with confused alarms of struggle and flight,
Where ignorant armies clash by night.

I suppose I was affected by the idea that we ultimately only have each other. And what of that? Better have strong arms and a strong heart holding the rope. The thinking is kind of Buddhistic. He seems to be saying that all is illusion and life is dukkha, or is that just me?

I do want to say a couple of things about that poem. We have help for pain now, that was, like, one hundred and fifty years ago and thank God they invented oxycodon. And as for the struggle; we hope to avoid war zones but one never knows. We might create one.

Personally I hope for beauty and a challenge. Not too big a challenge though. Kind of Asian Dude Ranch strength please.

c


DUKKHA

"Now this, monks, is the Noble Truth of dukkha: Birth is dukkha, aging is dukkha, death is dukkha; sorrow, lamentation, pain, grief, & despair are dukkha; association with the unbeloved is dukkha; separation from the loved is dukkha; not getting what is wanted is dukkha. In short, the five clinging-aggregates are dukkha."

— SN 56.11